It gets so hard to walk away.

Everyone's doing summaries for the year 2006. And so i shall, too. 2006 has been, i'd say different from the other years. I have been more socially active this year. Other years, i'd just stick to one clique.

I got closer to the dancers, Janice, CherylChee, Isabel, Nutter, Justine, Jiahui, Jewel, Samp, Theresa, CherylGoh, Fariha, Nadia, Jiaher, Kimp, Valerie, Lianne, and some of the seniors. Funny thing is, i didnt even talk to them when i first joined dance. Dancers bond. : D





Not to mention school outside of dance has been pretty exciting too. With Nat, Lynette, Kimp, Jiaher, Jaime, Meishi, Tristina, and Annemarie. School's great with them around, and that's why i'm looking forward to a whole new adventure with them in 2007. Sadly, Annemarie's transferring to SJI int, what a pity. We'll miss youu AnnieAnime! D: And also CitySlickers, AmandaLeo's party, Captain'sball Interclass, Massdance practices and so on. They've been all filled with fun thanks to Onethree. : D I love yall.



In addition, the babes who've made after-school's less boring and also much more fun. Jennifer, Rachael, Meishi, Jiaher, Tris, Jaime, Kimp. Bishan library times, Macs, and stalkers at Junction Eight, everyone of them exciting, thanks to you guys. These dates after school had prices paid for them, the Bishan librarian now hates Ij girls, right? HAH.


And to Sec2 seniors, namely Aly and Clare, thanks for all those trips downtown. Trying clothes without buying them, sharing scandals and so on. Yall really make my life a whole lot more cheerful. : D Thank you.


Not forgetting, to the friends outta school, Justin, Samuel, Glenn, Eds, Aaron, Joel, Nick, Jeremy, Luke. Thanks for all the retarded times, and also making us laugh at the wierd ways yall pose for pictures. HAHAH.

So 2006 has sorta come to an end, and i'd gladly say this year's been great. I know, i tend to get draggy when it comes to these kinda things. I cant help it, once i start i can't stop. HAHAHA, okay i took so long posting this. :/ Mum's yelling.

Goodnight all! And have a wonderful 2007!

I'll be your crying shoulder.

I had a jolly ball of a time today. The airport is total fun and with the right company, its just the right combination. : D Thanks all. We were supposed to welcome Clare back to spore but we got all the timings mixed up. Hah, but it was fun waiting. Being retarded with the trolleys and the camera. Hah, and making fun of Aly and Justin. Whoo, sheer joy.

And finally she arrived, she asked us to go home. What an ass Clarissa Chan! She was so scared i tell you. HARHAR. Oh i'm evil. Glenn Tan was being a poot today. I'm no meenah i tell you. I'm so upset. : / Camwhoring was so fun. Oh! &&We had dinner and fish & co, everyone's talking about the bill. So i shant. : D It wasnt that much anyways.

I'm so glad that Clarissa Chan is home! Gahh, we've missed you HandyDandy! And so i'm quite lazy to type detail. : // Secondsis isnt home yet, I overheard Mum screaming at her 'You can forget about coming home!' Ohh, this is excitinggg. Bigsis is still spending her time with bookworms at Borders, she and her so called 'Passion for the Arts and Literature' Harhar, why am i like that then? Welcome to my ohsoqueer family.

You rise, you fall. But through it all, youre just nothing but a puppet doll, fake.

Breakfast with Nut, Jans, and Jiahui turned my self-thought-badday, into a good one. So as usual, i could finish my LJS beakfast meal, wasting my money all over again. So whatever that, Nut went for her hair cut! I'm sorry, we camwhored a whole lot more in the salon but i only can up load this one.

Ahso: Eh girl how old? Primary what ah?
Nutter: Sec three.

HARHARHAR, hello, LIL nut.


Gorgeously done. ( :

Joined Jiaher and Jaime later on, it was supposed to with annemarie and nat, but ended up with the three of us onlyy. So it was the long awaited bimbo outing! :D Hahaha, caught night at the museum.



I had so much fun today. Thank you, Nut, Jiahui, Jaime, Jiaher, Janice. For sucha wonderful day.It just made me feel a whole lot better. : D

It's not the first time i'm seeing you like this, but it's the first time i'm feeling hurt. That youre acting like this, and together with disappointment, i feel sad for you. Girlfriends forever? Get real.

For all who's lost, and all who's been found.

My mates have been down lately, and i'm clueless how to help. So i guess all i've gotta say is, Meishi and Glenn, cheer up! If talking to someone helps, i'm a phone call away. What happened to merry christmas?

This morning's brownies were a failure, i took them out too early. So i guess my friend's have gotta wait. School's starting and i cant believe i'm saying this, but i'm excited. But at the same time, i'm so dead because i have a truckload of hmk not done, now tell me how?!

I dont know why i'm home, i'm supposed to be out with Mindy, but she's there on the couch, sleeping. So i guess today's hmk for me. D: So with the 'Omg, school's starting' feeling lingering around my mind, I'd say, the holidays went by in a blur. Like i dont think i have done anything constructive, if i sit down and actually think back. It's quite a regret really, cos during school days i'd sit and ponder and make a big whoohaaa, that hols are approaching and dream of big parties and shopping sprees.

As much as it's no doubt this holiday has been a whole lot fun, i think i neglected like many people. And so i now i think back, and i kinda miss them. Now wonder they say 'Life's full of regrets'. I never really got that one, well good thing, cos now i truly know.

I miss dance, like alot. It's the only thing that sets me apart from the real world. Not that dance is fake or anything, is just that when i go for dance, i dont really have to think about anything else. It's the company i'd say. And this year, going through dance, wasnt enjoyable at first, but as i got along the year, things changed for the better. Let's say, three cheers for Ij dance ensemble!

I think this post is getting boring, and i really need to start on my homework. So i say yet again, to all those emo people out there, rmb there's gotta be more to life. And if everyday people get upset like this, life'd be a pure torture.

So long, kids!

Bring me a love i can call all mine.



Well, happy christmas yall! I know i dont sound excited, at all. Cos i'm tired after all that entertaining. Wears me out, like totally. Missed midnight mass, which i was supposed to go with Mabel. I feel so guilty now.

Thank you all for all the warm wishes and messages that yall have given me. God will bless yall. And with the upmost sincerity, merry christmas to yall to. This the season to be jolly. C'mon, flood me with your carols. : D

We planned to live forever; in each other's arms.



Never leave Marie alone at home, with the selftimed camera. Pardon the wierd boxers and pjs.

Mother: I striked first prize, lottery.
Marie: Really? Ohmygod *gasp!
Mother: Stop being so naive, it's 630. The results arent out yet.
Marie: Stop lieing to me mum! You told me not to lie kay.
Mother: I'm teaching you a lesson, it's a white lie.

Yeah, explain to me what kinda white lie that is. HAH, mum's full of shit.

Spurlge.

Santa loves me, i woke up listening to MCR on my player. Hah, santa's magic? No, my sister played it for me. HAH. It's amazing how Gerad Way's depressing voice, can actually take effect upon me. Hoho, no not a album for the xmas season. : D

Spent loads of money ytd, bought like alot of stuff. Everywhere's having sales! I mean, sieze the chance mann. : D I finally bought my HappyFeet Lasenza bra. Hah, i'll be a happy feet fan this christmas.

So i'm into this i need to lose weight phase right now, but i think things will get better once school starts cos i'll stay home less, and that mean i'll eat less. Logical? I dont really know. Hah, so mum was saying about how vain i've become over the years. And that i was a total opposite when i was in P3, and 4. Arnd there, and i rmb one year we had to wear blue for childrens' day, i had nothing to wear so mum brought me out to get my outfit. So she pointed to the blue striped shirt, and i just said 'okay lah, get lor' hah, see how much i've changed?

I noticed it has been raining alot, okay i didnt just notice okay. I can be slow to not to THAT extent. I love it when it rain, when i'm sleeping and at home, but not i'm leaving the house. It's so annoying, cos it's such a dread to bring an umbrella out. So really, i'd prefer running in the rain, it's pretty fun anyways.

&Christmas is coming! Hallelujah! : D

I love it when you call, but you never really do call.

Read Nut's blog and i came across her saying that her presents this year sucked, yeahh. I doubt she can beat me in that field, cos this year, compared to the last, have horrid presents. So people, dont expect much. It's the thought that counts kayy. Never thought i'd actually become that cheapskate. Hah, okay it's not all that bad (and if you can tell, i use these thoughts to comfort myself).

Mum has banked in cash in return for my lost holiday. And now she says i owe her hmk. Eh, the point of a holiday is to take a break from work, RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT? Tskk. For god's sake, take back the cash.

I just got hooked on to some Taiwan hit drama series, Devil beside you. Smth like that i think. Yknow i knew it, i shouldnt have got hooked on, cos that meant that i wouldnt get stuff (that needs to be done) done. You see, i have such poor self discipline. Okay, now cane me.

Dad just asked if i wanted a PSP. I've never been into-into, these kinda things. So yeah, i shot back an immediate 'No.' Hah, I dont know how many people would be screaming at me for such a absurd answer. But yeah, not absurd for me! :D I want the new hair straightening hair dryer. Call me bimbo, who cares.

Yknow it's funny how i, can now totally throw off what people say bout me. As in not care anymore. Hah, i never knew i could kick that bad habit. Okay bitches! Now flood me with your everlasting insults. I'll take them well. : D

Countdown.

I'm in deepshit everyone. Christmas is in five days and i've got eight presents to get. And damn, i'm broke. Plus there's the hmk to complete, there's not much time for me to get anything done. So i'm staying home today to complete my hmk, and then shopping tmr. GOOD PLAN? Yes. : DDD

To-do-list
- Mail the xmas cards, by today.
- Complete hmk, by this week (at least).
- Get presents
- Which means save money. : //
- Eat less. HAHA.

Yay! This way i've got my week more or less planned out. Mum says tuition is starting soon. "You've had to much fun this holiday, your math is getting rusty. Streaming is next year." What the tell, that line, "Streaming is next year" is echoing in my head now. Ohh mann. : /

I'll be holding you tight.

I'm bored, so i decided to do this. :D

Where did you take your default msn pic?
KFC Toapayoh

What exactly are you wearing now?
Marks and Spencer pjs and Sponge bob boxers. UNGLAM, i know.

What is your current problem?
Nahh, i aint saying.

What makes you most happy?
Good company. : D

What's the name of the song you're listening to?
Hurt- Chrisina Aguilara.

Has anyone close to you died recently?
Nopes.

Do you ever watch MTV?
I dont have cable!

What's something that really annoys you?
When people ask me wierd questions?

-Chapter 1
Middle name :
Dont have one.

Nickname(s) :
Mars.

Current location :
Toapayoh

Eye colour :
Brown

Chapter 2
Do you live with your grandparents?
Nope.

Do you get along with your parents?
Yups.

Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married

Do you have any siblings?
Two older sisters.

Chapter 3
Favourite...Ice cream :
Ben and Jerry's Coffee Buzz Buzz.

Season :
Winter!

Chapter 4
Do you...Write on your hand?
Yea.

Call people back?
Not really.

Believe in love?
Uh huh.

Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Nope.

Have any bad habits?
So many!

Chapter 5
Have you...Broken a bone?
Not my bone, that is.

Sprained stuff?
Yeapp!

Had physical therapy?
Umm, I don't think so

Gotten stitches?
Nope

Taken painkillers?
Yeah

Gone scubadiving or snorkelling?
Nope, ):

Been stung by a bee?
Nahh.

Thrown up at the dentist?
Yuck pleasee.

Sworn in front of your parents?
Yeah.

Had detention?
Yeahh.

Been sent to the principal's office.
To collect smth, NOT for trouble okay!

Chapter 6
who/what was the last...Movie :
Miami Vice.

In the cinema?
Step up.

Person to text you :
Anne.

Person you called :
Mummy.

Person you hugged :
Cant rmb.

Person you tackled :
Tackle?!?!

Thing you ate :
Wang Wang.

Thing you drank :
Water.

Thing you said :
Gdnight mummy - to my mum. DUH.

That was stupid. Haahahah, okay. I'm off to wrapping presents now. Nights!

Shenanigans.

Buahaha, i'm home. Nehh, we're not going for our holiday anymore. What sadness. Its aiight, anyway mummy's booking a one night stay at Rasa in return cos i got so upset today. Three cheers for willfulness! No, dont.be.like.me. Yes, you shouldve got that.

Had a fever last night all the way to this morning, but managed to make it for belly dancing. Today was fun, lernt the routines and i'm getting the hang of it! Yeahhhfoooo. : D It's like coach is looking for dancers to perform for CNY, then i was wondering, WHO DOES BELLY DANCING FOR CNY? Shouldnt it be like some chinese, feathery fan dance? No, i'm not making fun, i was just really really puzzled yknoww.

Well i just figured, i havent done my hmk. I'm not done with Math, and totally not started to English. So am i screwed or am i screwed? Yeahh, i'm screwed. No! Not good, i wouldnt wanna spend my christmas doing hmk yknow. DAMN.

Gdnight world.

So irreplaceable.

Firstly, a very happy birthday to Natalie Foo Hui Qin. You've been sucha happy (but egoistic) pill, its pretty hard for me to forget your birthday. Which is, lucky for you, a good thing. : D You've been sucha great friend whole of 2006. Rmb, 3 years and counting! :)

While i was walking the path home, three cats ran across my path in to the bushes, and started meow-ing really fiercely. Wonder what they were doing huh? HAHAHA. Dirtyyy. So my day started with Mindy waking me up with the sounds of the pingpong ball, yes. Its that loud. I walked into the hall, and she was playing with the wall. Quite funny actually, seeing March get so excited just seeing the ball go back, forth, back, forth.

Forget abt my wierd family, and cat. Ha, met Jiahui and Samp at 1230. Guess what? For once i wasnt late! MUAHAHA. Met Justine and Nut. And ooh! Nut's spag was pretty! : D Shopping and bugis street and Gashaus fleamarket, was goood. I expected the flea market to have turned out better, though. Nehh, what sadness. I tried this poofy dress thingaling. Pretty nice, i didnt get it just now, cos i thought i wouldnt wear it often. But nehh, i'm getting it tmr with mummy. To wear for christmas! Ohh, i'm so happy. : D

Train ride home was squeezy, with scary indian men staring at us. Urgh, @#$#%$#@!@#!~@ scarryy. And Dustbin, i meant Justine (inside joke ;D) kept stuffing my necklace into my cleavage, that pervert! : /

Rachael msged me, ehh. But i cant reply, nehh. I miss her!

Okay, my sister just told March that Patience is a virtue. Its amazing how people can talk to their animals and not realise they look funny. HARHAR. Okay, saying my sister's wierd, makes me wierd. Now, i'm getting longwinded.

Well, thats about it. I'm a happy girl this chritmas. :D

Keep me running back to you.

I'm home! After a long talk with Nutter and Isabel. Lasted for abt 4hrs? But it seemed to short. Hoho, my fellow dancers have alot to talk about! :D Anyway, talk was good. I've never had any of these things with the seniors before, so its all good. :D

Rewindingg, dance with Ryan and Melody's was okay. Melody's class was just like, i dont know lahh. I just felt it was pointless, i was hoping she would teach us a routine or smth. It was just all freestyling. Quite fun anyways, though i would've enjoyed a whole lot more with choreo. : D Ryan's was the bomb! Foot work, or rather knee work (i mean literally,) was fun! All that popping, locking and isolating. WHOAAA, experience of a lifetime. Like Nutter said, we'd rather these kinda workshops than full choreo. Yknow, yknow? Yesss.

Polariods were 4dollars per picture. Godd, imagine how much they earn? Nehhh. And guess what? I was sitting in between the two of them! Gahhh, remind me again how lucky i am?! : DD Ohohoh, and i can push my fringe to the side alr! Ohhmyy, i'm so jolly.

It's limefleamarket and more shopping and piggin' out tmrw!
I love you dancers! : D

You were my greatest story ever told.

Kbox today was jolly, singing cheena songs and going ol' school with Mamamia. Haha, the food there sucked chicken terriyaki tasted like grilled chicken in soya sauce. Eeyer. Omg shopping with Mindy and Mummy is pure bliss. Mango sale! 50% yknow, which girl would rather stay home? Bought many things and a diva necklace. Ohh, can i get any happier? : DD

Hiphop and Jazz with Ryan and Melody was so fun. Though the dancers were so quiet. Its really not our fault yknow, cos our other coaches dont allow us much to talk. Then Ryan says, 'dancers in L.A. are loud and noisy, but its totally different here in s'pore'. NAHH RYAN, not true.

Gluttons bay and shopping after dance. Hanging out with seniors makes me feel very junior-ish. Hahah, not like they treat us badly or what. But like we're the babies of the gang. Shopping with dancers is hell funny! Running arnd finding for square face's skinny jeans and talking about where we can get cheaper clothes and stuff, i think that brings us closer together. : D We shld hang out more often!

<3

No one lives forever.

Today was kinda boring i'd say. Well blame it on my disability to mater the game of pool. Owells, who cares lah. Tmr's the So you think you can dance workshop, RYAN& Melody from season 1. :D I'm so excited to be back an see the dancers again. Then i quote Lianne, 'There's absolutely nothing on earth like throwing yourself into dance that makes you forget about everything else.' Yeahh, so true.

Talk with Meish over dinner was good. Confiding in her after such a long while, it was a relief. And then i got home, sat down and stoned. Then i started to think, i knew i shouldve kept myself busy. Everytime i carry these type of thoughts i make myself so down all over again.

Whatever.

EdHardy baby! : DD

So both the sister's are back from overseas! Okay, Mabel was back a couple of days ago. And they both bought me stuff! Two EdHardy shirts for me! :D And many many clothes! Gahh, ohyes a juicy couture purse too! &&amp;&&& Heels baby! : DDDD

Ohshutup Marie. Bellydancing II today! :D Coach was in her waistbelt thingo today, and yknow the bras with those coins. Bling baby! : D Today's lesson was difficult couldnt catch those eights mann. Tskk, annoyance.

I dont know why i dont feel like blogging about band night.

With that amount of pressure you put upon me, you left me breathless.
Ohhwhyy, do you make me feel so low?

All i want for christmas is you;
15 more days.

Hooray for nostalgia! : D

See, Mabel was born, bred, vainpot. Now we know what happened to her. She's so gonna kill me. : / Muahahaha.

Like whoaa, today's my ultra bad hair day. The hair's so coarse. : / Did i mention i'm off for a one meal a day diet? Whoo, wish me luck yall. Gahh, i'm not gonna be a bimbo and blog about how disgustingly fat and ugly i am, so i shall shut up.

Tonight's band night baby! No, i'm not happy at all, its been one full night and i still dont have an outfit. I'm so lazy i swearr. I think i'll just end up wearing sick ol' jeans. Samantha Pang Yu Ting, are you awake? Are you awake? Are you awake? Gahhh, you bum! Get your ass outta the bed noww.

I'm cashless today. Dangg, this sucks. My POSB is gonn' go berserk soon. But no worries, with this one meal a day diet, i shld be able to save a whole lotta money, cos all my money usually goes to food. Rich people shld eat more. HAHA.

Thats it folks! :D

All i want for christmas is you;
16 more days.

The christmas tree is up! :DDD And, guess who put it up all by herself? YOURS TRULY, yes thank you very much. The image quality is realy bad, okay people. I'm saving up for my Sony T50, that shall be on my wishlist for christmas. :D


And GAHH! My hair can be put to the side! ? The wonders of the orange old fashioned comb. Okay, stop laughing. But yay! I'm jolly. So tmr's band night, being the usual last minute person, IVE GOT NO OUTFIT. Marie shld just go die, lol. Worse thingo is, i've got no money for flowers. Which means i gotta ask momma again, and feel so very guilty. Gahh, you suck marie.

I think i look better in spastic and retarded photos : /



Point proven? : //

I'm sorry for not blogging yall, i was lazy. :D Here's a long one.

Da jie is sucha bimbo, her cosmetic bag is full of pink stuff. Like, scented soap, deodrant and cotton buds, just to name a few. And boyy, they're all in pink! Remind me again where she's going, HIKING. Ohmyy.

Monday;
I was second in line to come, while Nut was first, she was still late. Hm, IJ girls and their sense of urgency. : DD Supposed to go jogging, but it was drizzling. Fine, it was also partly cos we were lazy. Breakfast at LJS was a waste of money, cos i only finished 1/2 of my meal. Ohwells. Then they came over to watch You got served, but ended up looking and drooling at the ohsocute ParkTaeHwan. And we camwhored too! : DD Pardon the retardedness.
Kinda like this one, IloveyouJans, my retard. :D


Lets have some spasm.


Looks like some pageant.


Umglam! Who cares.


Fly away hair!

Then we went to the macs at tp, and did more retarded things. Hahah, we did this postcard thingthing, where each person had to write a word, and the card just gets passed around. Look what happened, hahaha.

#1
hello grandmummyNg, how is the dog doing? You look pretty today, as the white powder on your face is very white. Whee, lala. Have you seen tiffany the fat boy? oh. Do I know him? I find him super HOT *drools*. This is retarded. Rawrr, the dog is ultra sexaye! ooohh. HOT! Like Timberlake! Woohooo! Sexy back! Chickens! Ducks. And piggys. Cows. The cats! October! Dance! Funk! Eh shit WHOA! BIG! Yeah! Hohomofo! Merry christmas! Red sucks! No, green ROCKS! Noo! HUH? Whattt?! GOSH! Nothing shaking baking wanking cranking blowing hooo! WHATT?!?! Movie ending. YAY! Finally hips dont LIE! HAHA!

{Totally doesnt make sense. : /

#2
HEY doodlemoodle! Do you have some gas? They stink and are colourless. It's super funkaye! Yeah. I love farts! I totally kiss butts! They rock my butt! YEAH! Buns go pooot! And breasts go splat! Poot! Ooops! my ass is bursting, too fat! The butt butts. Hmm whats that stuff!? BOOM! Thats my heart! Dont break my nose! WOW! So HEY thingy blingy zingy! Smack that all on the flo! Poopoo. That is favourite food! Whaoo! Sedap! Mania. Wahlah! WHATT!!?! Chicken rice? Maybe lor mee dry and plums plums. Sandwich tuna pork. WHATT!?! Huh! YUM BUM LUM! (:

{This is quite funny. Hurr.

Then nut and jans wanted to go to jiahui's but i couldnt. So it was off to the optician for me. ANd this reminds me, the stupid doctor chong pulled my eyelid so hard, i felt like it was tearing off. Gosh, no wonder mum says girls are the gentle ones. TSK.

So thats justa bout it.

Today;
Woke up early went back to sleep, then woke up again, and ended up being late. Yeahh, just when i thought that my punctuality was getting better, ohwells. The guys were even later, hmm. Now tell me more about gentlemen-lilty? Goshh.

Whatever, Safra was mess. Tsk, mike! Played, or rather watched a game of bowling cos i wasnt up to play. Hahahaha, i suck i know. Tsk, so shutup about it. Went shopping instead, like whoaaa, so much better than being cooped up.


Dimple! GAHH!

Wheee, i'm lazy to blog.